Going thru memories

Ha I don't ever blog anymore more less from lack of thoughts to write. Well just to start DUKE is the team, just makin it known. Decided to try and wash my truck today and then got completely sidetracked when after going through baby B's room I discovered more things that needed to b placed in the shed. So out we went me and my sidekick Noah to wash mommy's truck only to clean the shed. I proceeded to go thro bags of clothes that had belonged to my 2 yr old and some that were bought for my lil angel brayden ( yes ur mother finally parted with your belongings) :( anyways, I have baged up the clothes and moved on to going through boxes only to find pics of noah when he was a baby and all his hospital tags, etc..... Upon going thru boxes I found a journal from when I was like 15.... WOW!!!! It was odd but realy good to read considering I only used the journal for like 5 days, yeah I know sooo much writing.... It had an insert about my younger years and how ppl view God and how I viewed him and that my faith was not nearly as strong as it should be and so forth, kinda boring but was nice to see hwat I thought about back then even though so much was going thru my little head back then. I think I will continue to write in it now that I have another one that needs to b used as well. If only I could remember or much less find time since I am so far behind in the kids' baby books and keeping up with the memories we have shared and the new ones to be made. Yesterday was Noah's bday party and it's undescribable how much excitement was on his face and the fun he had bowlin and sharing fun with his friends, just amazing. So glad that after all the times I yell and get on him about numerous things, that deep down their is hope of sharing joys together with him and just relax and enjoy the time we have together since he seems to grow more and more everyday. I really need to slow down and make more time for my children and take the time to show them the things they need to know and stop doing everything for them instead show then and teach and grow with them more, just enjoy them is all I really need to do. Well speaking of time to take, I am taking this time to go and spend with my oh so loving hubby layin on the couch watchin the news , so to all who views this may this not be the last blog I write but it is what it is for now. Boring or not it's a blog and it's mine..... So see ya later!!!!!