Hello my sweet boy,
I promised you an update and here it is. Today has been a gloomy day, but no worries it will get better. I have great news... Your Lil sis is finally here, as you already know. Her name is Brooklynn Carol Johnson and she is amazing. I had no clue I could be this happy with a little girl despite all the evil things that happen, I'm here to protect her to the best of my ability-- it's a parents responsibility. When days like this occur I sit and think about you and your siblings and how much I need you to get through life's trials and tribulations. I didn't know how someone so small could have such an affect on me in many ways and all for the good. You kids are the glue that keeps mommy together and going, who knows where I'd be without having children and settling down with your daddy. Brooklynn is the exactly what I would have wanted my daughter to be. She's calm, mild tempered, and just easy going-- of course all of this is for now but you know. The boy's can't get enough of her and your daddy drools over her pics all the time. He's so content now that the family is complete with four children and a devoted mother and father, what more could we want??? One day all will be together and we can sit back on God's porch swing and reminisce about the past and future since we'll all be together again. By no means should you think that you have been replaced.. That was not ever our intentions considering we would have kept going for a girl after your birth, just to make you a big brother also. So now you can ran and tell your little angel friends that your officially a big brother and you have a beautiful baby sister. Who knows maybe she has some of your features or may even be the exact same image of you. It makes me wonder if you two are communicating sometimes when she lays there just smiling and giggling.. they say it's babies seeing angels, so how many times have you paid us a visit?? Many if you go by what B's face reveals. Feel free to swing by at 2:30am when we're feeding her or when she's fussy I'm sure you can calm her fears and dry her tears, she would love that. OK it's turned into a mommy ramble so I'm going to let you go now but until next time please remember we love you and keep on eye on your siblings while your playing and anytime you think of them you can pay a visit, they would like that regardless of if they know it's you or not. We love you sweet child.
Love, Mommy
Always and Forever
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