Two years ago God took a huge part of me away and made him an Angel. One year ago I recieved that angel back in the form of a beautiful baby girl. God takes away sometimes but he always gives back, often times in other forms than what it was before. I had always said I didnt want a little girl, but over the course of her life I have changed my outlook on many things one being her mother. She has taught me so much that my boys haven't, yet she has fit right in just like one of the boys. I have since regained a pretty good portion of what has been gone for so long and am at ease with the wya it has turned out. My little boy was what I had wanted, hence my husband always wanting a girl.. He now has that. The mystery of it is that what I wanted was not what was ment to be but rather what my husband wanted is what has brought us together. 
Brooklynn has brought us so much that not necessarily was lacking but was not shown before and now its all out there. Despite our pasts we are committed to raising our children to the best of our ability and nothing short of that. When I was told of her being a her, the security levels jumped and the mother instincts kicked in, I will not allow my child to endure what I have nor any of my children for that part. 
She has been the joy of everyone life from the boys taking over the roles of big brothers to her daddy spoiling her every nite with a father daughter time before she lovingly falls asleep in his arms. She has advanced so much from the little fishy pod growing inside of me to this independant child who wants nothing more than to be involved in everything she possibly can throughout the day, not missing a single beat :0- From the unique things she invents to the way she smiles at everyone to the way she sleeps and every thing in between, I couldn't have designed a better daughter for my family and I... She is just plain AMAZING!!!!
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